0057 Jakla Thoughts
June 18, 2026 · 00:57 It is Thursday, June 18, 2026, and it is already 00:57. I was just about to sleep, but the ache of remembrance arrived again, out of nowhere. I am doing fine — maybe even better than before — but some part of me still cares about that person. The same person who did not care enough. The same person who shattered me into pieces. And yet, the memories still come back with a strange sweetness. I still feel like I carry an unprecedented amount of love and care for them. I still feel like asking about the stomach pain they always had. I still feel like warming up water, filling the hot water bag, and placing it gently where it hurts. I still feel like doing everything for that same person — the person for whom, in the end, I was nothing. It is cruel, how love does not leave the body as easily as people leave our lives. I do not know how long this feeling will stay with me. I want it gone, and somehow, I do not wa...
